WRITING A SONG?

I always thought of writing a song. 

Why? Maybe because I want to be a singer songwriter. When I was around 9 or 11 I started to write poems. I ask my father how to write a song he said. "Magaling ka magsulat ng poem. We can put some tune sa poems mo." I mean kailangan bang may personal experience para mas ganahang magsulat ng kanta? Taylor Swift is a good singer songwriter and her songs are about her breakups. For example yung Blank Space grabe yun. Pero paano pag wala pang personal experience? I actually tried to put some tune to my poem entitled "9:10". But I discontinue it. I'll try to write and put some tune in it. Pero anong topic? Encouraging yourself? About my favorite youtubers? Infatuation? Love? What kind? Anyway, this is a short blog. Support me! (LOL) 

Don't forget to smile! God Bless!  

CRUSHES, ALAM KO RELATABLE TO. KAYA PAGUSAPAN NATIN!

Crushes. Hinahangan. Inspiration. Lahat tayo meron niyan, dahil kung wala ka niyan. Abnormal kana. Check mo rin. Baka alien ka na.

Well, some people say it hurts, pagka yung crush mo may ibang kasama. Pero hindi naman kayo. Crush mo palang, wala ka pa sa 'love'. Have fun being a kid. Marami ka pang pagdadaanan. At dahil crush mo nga lang, wala kang karapatang mag-selos. Pero wala masakit pa rin.

Pagusapan natin yang crush, crush na yan.

Let's start with...

Tanong ng marami,

"BAKIT HINDI KA CRUSH NG CRUSH MO?"

Based sa napanood kong video ni MOLLYcules. Sabi niya.

"Normal lang naman ang magka-crush. Insperation. Pero naapektuhan na rin tayo."

Tama nga naman. Ang problema kasi satin o sainyo, nagaasume na tayong crush tayo ng crush natin. Kasi mabait sila sa'tin. Nako, wag ka magpapadala diyan. Control your feelings. Magkaaway ang puso at utak. Pero kung ako sayo, just follow your brain. Lol. Alalay sa damdamin guys and girls.

Balik tayo sa "Bakit hindi ka crush ng crush mo?"

Alam niyo kung bakit?

Nao-awkwardan siya sayo. Na akala niya ikakamamatay mo siya. Or pwede ring ganito yung situation.

Baka naman kasi lalaki ka, pero babae sa puso. So in short. Gay. O di naman kaya babae ka, pero lalaki sa puso. Or pwedeng both. Kaya hindi ka niya crush.

Hindi ka niya kilala. Baka nasa ibang section, grade level o baka nakita mo lang sa isang particular place.

Hindi uso sa kanya yung mukha mo. Pero kahit ganun, relax lang. Chill lang. Hindi sila yung kawalan, tayo ang kawalan. Tayong mga magaganda at gwapo. Yung nagpapahalaga sa kanila.

Remember. Hindi porket gwapo o maganda ka, ay matatagluban na nito ang kaugalian mo.

Mayroon silang 'standards'. At baka hindi ka pumasa standards niya kahit hindi ka niya crush.

Manhid siya, walang pakiramdam. Hindi niya maramdaman yung paghanga o baka nga pagmamahal mo sa kanya. Na kahit bugbugin at saksakin mo siya ng pagmamahal. Wala paring mangyayari, wag ka nang umasa. Manhid nga, tigilan mo na.

Maaaring sikat siya, maraming nagmamahal sa kanya. At mahirap makuha ang attention niya. At lagi mo tong tanong sa sarili mo.

"Hanggang tanaw na lang ba siya?"

O baka naman.

Nagkacrush ka sa fictional character. But they only exist in books. Hindi sila totoo.

Suplada/Suplado si crush. Hindi namamansin. Snobber. Famous nga daw kung baga.

At ang panghuli... yung pinakamasakit sa lahat.

Yung may mahal na siyang iba. Her or his heart is not longer free. May nagmamayari na.

Masakit diba? Ganun talaga. Pero magaral muna tayo.

Siguro naman alam niyo yung puppy love. Pag may crush tayo, ganito yung mga ginagawa natin.

Eye contact. Yung parang nagbu-burn na yung mga mata niyo sa kakatitig sa crush niyo. At inaasahan mo talagang tumitig din siya sayo.

At pag tumingin nga, parang sumabog na yung internal organs o loob-loob mo.
Secret Admirer ka o commonly known as stalker. Pati yung favorites niya alam mo na.

Finafollow mo siya sa twitter. Papansin ka ng papansin. Para ka namang nanalo sa lotto pag nagreply o nilike niya yung tweet mo.

Tapos, pag may problema si crush. At sayo unang lumapit. Ginagawan mo talaga ng paraan para matulungan siya. Kahit alam mo namang hindi mo 'to kaya.

Close kayo sa internet, parang hindi buo yung araw niyo pagka hindi kayo nagusap.

Pero pag in person. Awkward. Manginignginig ka. Hindi ka makapagsalita.

Ikaw naman tong naga-assume na kayo na. Crush mo lang. Wag kang assuming.

Tapos pagkanagkaroon ng siya ng boyfriend or girlfriend. Umiiyak ka talaga ng isang gallon na tubig. Emote to the max.

Sasabihin mo pang. "Pinaasa niya ako, its heartbreaking." For your information. Crush mo lang, hindi naman naging kayo. Bakit heartbreaking. Grabe ah. Iba yung love sa crush.

Pero tandaan mo, wag kang tatabi sa kaibigan mong may crush sa kaklase niyo. Dahil once na nakita niya ito o pinansin siya nito. Hahampasin ka niyan.

Sumunod.

Paano nga ba malalaman kung may crush sayo ang isang tao?
Try mong makipag eye contact. At pagkahindi siya makatitig ng diretso sayo dalawa lang yan. Baka may galit sayo. Or crush ka niya.

Pakiramdaman mo. Pagkanaramdaman mo na yun. Try mong tanungin ng. "May crush ka ba sakin?"

Pero pag mali ka na naman. Baka mag mukha kang assuming.

Well, aral muna tayo okay lang yung 'crush'. Pero yung love. Wag muna.

Falling In Love with a Fictional Character?

So this is love?, Tale as old as time? or I know you I walked with you once upon a dream? I don't know. Those eyes, smile and his hair, it's just perfect. But the bad news is he is a fictional character. Every girl have an ideal guy, they like manly, sweet and thoughtful. But nowadays, those kind of guys are gone. Poor us. Well I fell in love with a fictional character a lot, but there this one guy named Elijah Riley Montefalco, sadly he lives in a book. 

That's him, Elijah Riley Montefalco. Thanks to Queen J, she created him. I just read the prologue and the chapter one of Until He Was Gone, and I just got 'lovesick' in him. Why?! he just exist in the world of imaginations or in easy understanding 'books'. But some people say it's called 'Fictionphilia'. Well,boys in books are better, Queen J or commonly known as Jonaxx actually created two more stories which is the continuation of UHWG (Until He Was Gone) and she entitled it "Until He Returned" and "Until Forever" and it's already published as physical books and Jonaxx called it "Until Trilogy" sadly it's out of stock .*cries*   And I think (because I just read the prologue and chapter one haha) He is paired with Klare Desteen Ty and basically they're friends who fell in love with each other? It happens all the time though. Well, I don't know. Because I'm just a new reader of these stories. But a friend of mine told me not to read the comments section because If I do, I'm being spoiled. But Queen J called her fictional characters (boys). 'Jonaxx Boys' I think? or its the readers/fans idea?

And there's another generation on the Fictional World of Jonaxx (I made that up) And she called it 'Jonaxx Babies' and their names are:

• Ryder Elizalde
• Legend Elizalde
• Roscoe
• Beau
• Sky
• Macy Bernice Dela Merced
• Felisse Revamonte
• Leon Revamonte

I think they will appear or made an appearance in another, I'll wait for that. Good luck to my reactions on reading Until Trilogy.

and Congratulations  to Queen J on 10 Million Readers!  

Yeah, Falling In love with a fictional character is possible. 

     

They possess something we all have lost. The quality of innocence.

We all know, innocence is a beauty of every person who's born in this world. Some people use this term for a child, but the thing is we've been there too. but for me, innocence is something you have no experience at all, its like you're clueless at what doing or what is happening in your surroundings. But I hate those people who just laughs at a oblivious  person even though his/her is just telling his/her opinion. I'm just so tired of hearing this statement, " Don't say a word, 'cause you don't even know what we're talking about. You're still innocent." I mean, we're just suggesting. What's the connect of being innocent there? Even he/she don't know a thing about the topic. At least if he/she already heard about that, he/she have the rights to say want he/she know about the topic. The beauty of it, you don't know a thing about the specific topic. Why? Because what if the topic they're talking about is still inappropriate for you? That's why its still good to be innocent. But once that innocence disperse. Your world will change. It's not merely lovely. It's heartbreaking. Because it represents Shakespeare's Hamlet.

The ghost represents the loss of innocence. The ghost is the reason why Hamlet starts to plot his revenge to Claudius and the reason behind why Hamlet murders many characters in the play. 

See? Loss of innocence affects many. But the gap between innocence and experience is endlessly explored, like a gap in a tooth by writers and artists. Social media is the main reason, children use apps that's unsuitable for them. That's the start of loss of innocence nowadays. I felt sorry for the children who loss their innocence at young age. Maybe that's the reason why they have bad attitude or behavior. So you, don't be scared that you're still innocent. Because you can reach your goal with it. 

But loss of innocence is great too. Because you'll know what happening on your environment, if there's a problem you can fix it. And help many people. Its up to you if you'll stay innocent or not.